Control is a state of mind more than a kinesthetic achievement. This day, i retrospect at the weekend spent well, went fast.
Control is more often related to a physical object. Recently, i lost something expensive in monetary terms, in societal values. I LOST IT!!!
Instead of a feeling of loss, the incident bore me a sense of relief and enlightenment; what it means to be out of control. It was PEACE.
I do not know where we lie. We need the material goods to keep us happy, yet they bind us in an incomprehensible bond is is smeared with afflictions of materialism. It is only when we lose these things that we know how loseable they are!